Have you seen my cheery self?

I am pretty sure my cheery self has fallen off the face of this earth. I am so frusterated that my doctor hasn't gotten back to me that I am losing it. I am having blood sugar issues, or atleast I am pretty sure I am. This often directly affects my mood. I am sure that the ketones found in my urine were not from not eating enough as my on call doctor would like me to believe but in his defense he is only my on call doctor. I am positive that I have gestational diabetes again, like in my last pregnancy and that is the real reason for the ketones in my urine. This becomes a problem because my doctors have told me to eat more but the problem with this is that if I do have gestational diabetes I am only making myself sicker by eating more. I feel like poo right now and I am just yucky too.
So if you have seen my cheery self anywhere please tell her to come home, preferably before the doctor calls me back or I feel the need to call him....